*proofreading my life*

so this is my first try at the whole ‘blogging’ world… i do not know ‘why now’ but mayb because i think special things are about to come..or i am entering a new (and IMPORTANT) phase of my life.. where i think i shoud put more time looking back at days of my life. or mayb the plain reason is that i am having an easier access to internet..or my journals always end up being unfinished item.. so depressing to look at my own ugly handwriting.

so why have a blog? am i heavily influenced? naah.. but i admit my frens are doing it right and they optimize their ‘right to write’. youppe, acai n str (just naming a few) treat this seriously.. n they share their xperience n approaches to things.. a noob like me sumtimes learned lots of lesson.. nisa said her blog is just ‘full of writings of craps..’ just expressing emotions and all..but sumtime she does send ‘messages’ to ppl who she thinks might b reading.. others treat it nicely, while some just put lyrics to feel good..or things that leave them ‘feeling good’ of themselves.. to all cinema-goers, remember carlsberg’s ‘good things in life are shared’? well is this part of it? share your thoughts, opinions, anger, dissatisfaction? naahh…

so if i want to share my life with you, let me tell you that i think my life is just full of mood swings.. temperamental ppl like my boss makes me become just like him.. also i daydream even more than b4.. and i am getting less n less thankful.. well to certain extent, i think i’m becoming a codependent. i pray to God to give me strength, but when i do get it, i waste it away… 

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i always imagine my blog would be sumhow orange or black in colour.. those r my favourites. but then i guess orange only potrays one as being so active, exciting, sumhow aggressive (but not as strong as red) while black is an obvious negative-influenced.. unhappiness,gloomy,depression,self-control.. n so i think this scheme wud symbolize warmth n passion.. tho not as warm n calming as blue. but to see it like a glass is great.. ‘could i be read if i was see-through?"  

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